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Writing on a Feeling
I listened to a talk by Terence McKenna that a friend suggested to me and I had an "ahha" moment so now the best I can do is describe what I felt a few moments ago. It is here for your enjoyment. There are absolutely no references so this is what I have discerned from Terence talking and other research.
I think that:
The are two things that are driving us in this world. One is a code and one is the singularity and together they make a "singularity code". The code is the world we see, the things we say, our thoughts, our actions, a mountain, a galaxy, a universe, and every description you make or movement of the body you make.
The singularity is in your heart, another in the Earth, the moon, and the sun, and the galaxy and the universe, and in every atom of all matter.
The singularity is God, it is what we are striving to be likened to . We are made in the image of God, and are in fact a smaller fractal of that God and so we are Gods surrounded by Gods! This must mean that we are probably on the verge of changing our idea about what Godliness is!
The code is representing itself as we unfold our lives. It is describing our nearness or closeness with the singularity or God. As we have seen in just the past 200 years or so, we have found more and more ways to make our lives easier but at the same time we are destroying the organism of planet Earth and essentially are doing the same to ourselves, unless we choose otherwise. And, yes, we are choosing otherwise.
This choice just happens to coincide with a wonderful array of technology that we have. Our lives have become simpler because we do not need to walk everywhere etc., yet they still become more complex in the rate we are gobbling up resources and work hours and everything else. A new age is about to be ushered in.
A brief history:
50,000 years ago man could barely speak to each other if at all, so communication is obviously a slow going. 10,000, years ago man could paint, and draw, and use alphabets and had many great ways to communicate. 2000 years ago we had Jesus, what a stud. Sometime around then, most likely before as well, we had people walking around with messages, delivering these messages to people by word of mouth or perhaps tablets like the ones Moses had used. Then as civilization feels the need to communicate on larger fractal level, we have the mail system which has existed since the birth my country, the United States, about 250 years ago. In a relatively short amount of time we had started using electricity to communicate and we all know how fast that travels. Telephony, then even sooner the radio. Now the radio is interesting because we can have basically everyone in the world tuned in to the same frequency if we wanted but it was mostly not used like this. When Television came about, I'm sure there were millions of people watching the same thing at a time, as is today. Then around 20 years ago we see cell phones and wonderful thing called, and you guessed it, the internet. The internet has transcended our personal lives into a thing of the past and we are all basically fully aware of the feelings and lives of others. This is not to say that we were not aware before, but the floodgates were opened and we can connect with someone the split second after the thought was made. So we go from not even having words, to walking around talking, to mail, and now the internet. If you want to say something about how you feel, well shit you can say it right now to whoever you want.(Althought singularity is the ultimate connection which I hopefully come back around to)
Back to the choice, the singularity, the code, and the coincidence I was talking about.
This coincidence of technology and the Earth crumbling comes at a time that could not have been imagined by anyone at any time on this planet. Here we sit with the ability to live like Kings of Earth, yet we destroy it with every move we make. As we gobble up the atmosphere, the plants and animals, and our own well-being we are able to make a leap forward toward singularity by using our technology wisely. For the first time ever, we can talk to anyone on Earth instantly and finally, in my opinion, have come to realize that we are all equal inhabitants of Earth. We may have intuitively know we were equals but now it is easier than ever to see this and the gap between living beings has been closed tremendously.
So if this code is describing the God we are all trying to liken ourselves too, then can we crack the code?
The answer of course is yes, and it starts with listening to the true feelings of the gut. Not the ones after the true feelings but the real stuff...
What I mean is that most recently our lives have taken a turn towards money which controlled us for a while, and still does to a large extent. Soon the banking system of the world would create a most powerful system that now controls us even more than the money itself.
What is starting to happen is an understanding of the situation of every life on Earth from your next door neighbor to the starving children around the world and we feel it on a day to day basis. When we wake up we all of the sudden and want to fall asleep again it is for a reason but why? Well because we know that we are contributing to the death of the planet and also the death of a less fortunate soul who may not have the money to survive this money/power/pyramidal structure. We want to be as ethical as possible but it is hard to do that when just walking out the door and driving to work is promoting terrorism. However, we can all see this house of cards finally falling down and it is frightening on many levels but is also a much greater relief! No longer are we going to be contributing to the problems of the planet, and soon we will be seeing through the solutions of life and love and the real pursuit of happiness.
This coincidence of the choice to live for love(which was never really a choice at all) and the technological hustle and bustle of our lives seems almost scripted. We have the infrastructure and the foresight to live in harmony with the world and live in a paradise of our own making! No more disease, no more famine, no more killing for false beliefs or drugs and no more bullshit for anyone. There is no deadline for this formula to take place. Where each one of us fits into the equation and how long it takes us to realize this dream is entirely up to us.
And so the singularity code works in this way. As we can see through ancient religions and cultures, we are in the presence of an wonderful God and have been trying to get closer to the singularity this whole time. Our technology curve is quite exponential and we are seemingly far past the event horizon. In other words, buckle your seatbelt! There is a world out there that we, as a society, are basically unaware of! It may seem like a lot to handle witht he economy as it is and martial law and chaos seemingly on the brink but I will tell you this: Knowledge is Power! We are forever in search of love for the infinite within and the infinite beyond. Our past describes us as well as it should and our present is no different. We are going for it boys and girls so sit back, relax, and strap it down, White Sox Baseball is coming at ya. And yes spring training did start recently. Whew im exhausted as you probably are if you read all of this! Thanks for Listening!
Singularity Code: Describing Our Existence
I listened to a talk by Terence McKenna that a friend suggested to me and I had an "ahha" moment so now the best I can do is describe what I felt a few moments ago. It is here for your enjoyment. There are absolutely no references so this is what I have discerned from Terence talking and other research.
I think that:
The are two things that are driving us in this world. One is a code and one is the singularity and together they make a "singularity code". The code is the world we see, the things we say, our thoughts, our actions, a mountain, a galaxy, a universe, and every description you make or movement of the body you make. All these physical manifestations are a code because they are manifest from a higher world that is inconceivable to the human mind.
The singularity is in your heart, another in the Earth, the moon, and the sun, and the galaxy and the universe, and in every atom of all matter. It is the good feeling that we miss and the Joy we are training for in the future.
The singularity I would also like to describe as God, it is what we are striving to be likened to . We are made in the image of God, and are in fact a smaller fractal of that God and so we are Gods surrounded by Gods! This must mean that we are probably on the verge of changing our idea about what Godliness is!
The code is representing itself as we unfold our lives. It is describing our nearness or closeness with the singularity or God. As we have seen in just the past 200 years or so, we have found more and more ways to make our lives easier but at the same time we are destroying the organism of planet Earth and essentially are doing the same to ourselves, unless we choose otherwise. And, yes, we are choosing otherwise.
This choice just happens to coincide with a wonderful array of technology that we have. Our lives have become simpler because we do not need to walk everywhere etc., yet they still become more complex in the rate we are gobbling up resources and work hours and everything else. A new age is about to be ushered in.
A brief history:
50,000 years ago man could barely speak to each other if at all, so communication is obviously a slow going. 10,000, years ago man could paint, and draw, and use alphabets and had many great ways to communicate. 2000 years ago we had Jesus, what a stud. Sometime around then, most likely before as well, we had people walking around with messages, delivering these messages to people by word of mouth or perhaps tablets like the ones Moses had used. Then as civilization feels the need to communicate on larger fractal level, we have the mail system which has existed since the birth my country, the United States, about 250 years ago. In a relatively short amount of time we had started using electricity to communicate and we all know how fast that travels. Telephony, then even sooner the radio. Now the radio is interesting because we can have basically everyone in the world tuned in to the same frequency if we wanted but it was mostly not used like this. When Television came about, I'm sure there were millions of people watching the same thing at a time, as is today. Then around 20 years ago we see cell phones and wonderful thing called, and you guessed it, the internet. The internet has transcended our personal lives into a thing of the past and we are all basically fully aware of the feelings and lives of others. This is not to say that we were not aware before, but the floodgates were opened and we can connect with someone the split second after the thought was made. So we go from not even having words, to walking around talking, to mail, and now the internet. If you want to say something about how you feel, well shit you can say it right now to whoever you want.(Althought singularity is the ultimate connection which I hopefully come back around to)
Back to the choice, the singularity, the code, and the coincidence I was talking about.
This coincidence of technology and the Earth crumbling comes at a time that could not have been imagined by anyone at any time on this planet. Here we sit with the ability to live like Kings of Earth, yet we destroy it with every move we make. As we gobble up the atmosphere, the plants and animals, and our own well-being we are able to make a leap forward toward singularity by using our technology wisely. For the first time ever, we can talk to anyone on Earth instantly and finally, in my opinion, have come to realize that we are all equal inhabitants of Earth. We may have intuitively know we were equals but now it is easier than ever to see this and the gap between living beings has been closed tremendously.
So if this code is describing the God we are all trying to liken ourselves too, then can we crack the code?
The answer of course is yes, and it starts with listening to the true feelings of the gut. Not the ones after the true feelings but the real stuff...
What I mean is that most recently our lives have taken a turn towards money which controlled us for a while, and still does to a large extent. Soon the banking system of the world would create a most powerful system that now controls us even more than the money itself.
What is starting to happen is an understanding of the situation of every life on Earth from your next door neighbor to the starving children around the world and we feel it on a day to day basis. When we wake up we all of the sudden and want to fall asleep again it is for a reason but why? Well because we know that we are contributing to the death of the planet and also the death of a less fortunate soul who may not have the money to survive this money/power/pyramidal structure. We want to be as ethical as possible but it is hard to do that when just walking out the door and driving to work is promoting terrorism. However, we can all see this house of cards finally falling down and it is frightening on many levels but is also a much greater relief! No longer are we going to be contributing to the problems of the planet, and soon we will be seeing through the solutions of life and love and the real pursuit of happiness.
This coincidence of the choice to live for love(which was never really a choice at all) and the technological hustle and bustle of our lives seems almost scripted. We have the infrastructure and the foresight to live in harmony with the world and live in a paradise of our own making! No more disease, no more famine, no more killing for false beliefs or drugs and no more bullshit for anyone. There is no deadline for this formula to take place. Where each one of us fits into the equation and how long it takes us to realize this dream is entirely up to us.
And so the singularity code works in this way. As we can see through ancient religions and cultures, we are in the presence of an wonderful God and have been trying to get closer to the singularity this whole time. Our technology curve is quite exponential and we are seemingly far past the event horizon. In other words, buckle your seatbelt! There is a world out there that we, as a society, are basically unaware of! It may seem like a lot to handle witht he economy as it is and martial law and chaos seemingly on the brink but I will tell you this: Knowledge is Power! We are forever in search of love for the infinite within and the infinite beyond. Our past describes us as well as it should and our present is no different. We are going for it boys and girls so sit back, relax, and strap it down, White Sox Baseball is coming at ya. And yes spring training did start recently. Whew im exhausted as you probably are if you read all of this! Thanks for Listening!
I think that:
The are two things that are driving us in this world. One is a code and one is the singularity and together they make a "singularity code". The code is the world we see, the things we say, our thoughts, our actions, a mountain, a galaxy, a universe, and every description you make or movement of the body you make. All these physical manifestations are a code because they are manifest from a higher world that is inconceivable to the human mind.
The singularity is in your heart, another in the Earth, the moon, and the sun, and the galaxy and the universe, and in every atom of all matter. It is the good feeling that we miss and the Joy we are training for in the future.
The singularity I would also like to describe as God, it is what we are striving to be likened to . We are made in the image of God, and are in fact a smaller fractal of that God and so we are Gods surrounded by Gods! This must mean that we are probably on the verge of changing our idea about what Godliness is!
The code is representing itself as we unfold our lives. It is describing our nearness or closeness with the singularity or God. As we have seen in just the past 200 years or so, we have found more and more ways to make our lives easier but at the same time we are destroying the organism of planet Earth and essentially are doing the same to ourselves, unless we choose otherwise. And, yes, we are choosing otherwise.
This choice just happens to coincide with a wonderful array of technology that we have. Our lives have become simpler because we do not need to walk everywhere etc., yet they still become more complex in the rate we are gobbling up resources and work hours and everything else. A new age is about to be ushered in.
A brief history:
50,000 years ago man could barely speak to each other if at all, so communication is obviously a slow going. 10,000, years ago man could paint, and draw, and use alphabets and had many great ways to communicate. 2000 years ago we had Jesus, what a stud. Sometime around then, most likely before as well, we had people walking around with messages, delivering these messages to people by word of mouth or perhaps tablets like the ones Moses had used. Then as civilization feels the need to communicate on larger fractal level, we have the mail system which has existed since the birth my country, the United States, about 250 years ago. In a relatively short amount of time we had started using electricity to communicate and we all know how fast that travels. Telephony, then even sooner the radio. Now the radio is interesting because we can have basically everyone in the world tuned in to the same frequency if we wanted but it was mostly not used like this. When Television came about, I'm sure there were millions of people watching the same thing at a time, as is today. Then around 20 years ago we see cell phones and wonderful thing called, and you guessed it, the internet. The internet has transcended our personal lives into a thing of the past and we are all basically fully aware of the feelings and lives of others. This is not to say that we were not aware before, but the floodgates were opened and we can connect with someone the split second after the thought was made. So we go from not even having words, to walking around talking, to mail, and now the internet. If you want to say something about how you feel, well shit you can say it right now to whoever you want.(Althought singularity is the ultimate connection which I hopefully come back around to)
Back to the choice, the singularity, the code, and the coincidence I was talking about.
This coincidence of technology and the Earth crumbling comes at a time that could not have been imagined by anyone at any time on this planet. Here we sit with the ability to live like Kings of Earth, yet we destroy it with every move we make. As we gobble up the atmosphere, the plants and animals, and our own well-being we are able to make a leap forward toward singularity by using our technology wisely. For the first time ever, we can talk to anyone on Earth instantly and finally, in my opinion, have come to realize that we are all equal inhabitants of Earth. We may have intuitively know we were equals but now it is easier than ever to see this and the gap between living beings has been closed tremendously.
So if this code is describing the God we are all trying to liken ourselves too, then can we crack the code?
The answer of course is yes, and it starts with listening to the true feelings of the gut. Not the ones after the true feelings but the real stuff...
What I mean is that most recently our lives have taken a turn towards money which controlled us for a while, and still does to a large extent. Soon the banking system of the world would create a most powerful system that now controls us even more than the money itself.
What is starting to happen is an understanding of the situation of every life on Earth from your next door neighbor to the starving children around the world and we feel it on a day to day basis. When we wake up we all of the sudden and want to fall asleep again it is for a reason but why? Well because we know that we are contributing to the death of the planet and also the death of a less fortunate soul who may not have the money to survive this money/power/pyramidal structure. We want to be as ethical as possible but it is hard to do that when just walking out the door and driving to work is promoting terrorism. However, we can all see this house of cards finally falling down and it is frightening on many levels but is also a much greater relief! No longer are we going to be contributing to the problems of the planet, and soon we will be seeing through the solutions of life and love and the real pursuit of happiness.
This coincidence of the choice to live for love(which was never really a choice at all) and the technological hustle and bustle of our lives seems almost scripted. We have the infrastructure and the foresight to live in harmony with the world and live in a paradise of our own making! No more disease, no more famine, no more killing for false beliefs or drugs and no more bullshit for anyone. There is no deadline for this formula to take place. Where each one of us fits into the equation and how long it takes us to realize this dream is entirely up to us.
And so the singularity code works in this way. As we can see through ancient religions and cultures, we are in the presence of an wonderful God and have been trying to get closer to the singularity this whole time. Our technology curve is quite exponential and we are seemingly far past the event horizon. In other words, buckle your seatbelt! There is a world out there that we, as a society, are basically unaware of! It may seem like a lot to handle witht he economy as it is and martial law and chaos seemingly on the brink but I will tell you this: Knowledge is Power! We are forever in search of love for the infinite within and the infinite beyond. Our past describes us as well as it should and our present is no different. We are going for it boys and girls so sit back, relax, and strap it down, White Sox Baseball is coming at ya. And yes spring training did start recently. Whew im exhausted as you probably are if you read all of this! Thanks for Listening!
The Closest Heart to God
I just returned home from a trip down the street to my grandmother's house. I went there to say thank you for the birthday card and also to chill for a while. We got into talking about the economy and about the last major collapse in the 30's. My grandmother's mother made the clothing for their family so they didn't think too much of it. Being the intuitive person my grandmother is, I thought it well to ask her about today's economy. I asked her how bad she thought it was going to get. I gave her a couple scenarios where the shelves were completely removed of food and she said "No. It won't get that bad" and I believed her wholeheartedly.
I have had similar inclinations through watching the news and other television shows. Its kind of funny because sometimes they say that we all need to prepare for the worst and sometimes they kind of laugh it off as if they know something we don't. Chances are they do.
So if they know something what is it?
I think it could be that they are preparing us for the major changes in culture we are currently going through and will continue to go through for the rest of my lifetime at the very least. If you have had your eyes open and have been Listening to what is going on behind the scenes you will have noticed that television is becoming less intrusive on sensuality and emotion and has become a much happier and comfortable thing to watch.
However television is still as hypnotizing as ever, which you can prove yourself if you can be aware enough. If I counted the times I was hypnotized by television throughout the day, the number would be astonishing, but only because I stop the hypnotically induced trance usually at the instant it starts. I have been doing this to my parents too and they are like wow, thanks chubbs. Getting wiser feels good, and as we all know, feeling good is paramount.
So what did I get from my visit to my Grandmother? A sense that everything is going to be ok. Thats what grandmother's do, is it not?
Everything is Happening Right Now
Everything I ever did and will ever do is all happening in the same moment as the one that I am typing a note onto facebook in right now.
This is amazing, really.
It leaves my doors open to interpret the past as I wish and leaves the future to unfold as I wish. It allows for my freedom of feeling how I want about what was, what is, and what will be. Once I am able to come to terms with this idea, which we have been struggling with our whole lives, time will cease to exist for me. And maybe an angel will swoop down and lift me away to the heavens. Until then I will have to go on living like an imbecile where the only truth is that time is money and my only master is a green piece of paper.
It could be worse.
But when I had come to find out that I was living in the exact same moment as when I was born, I realized something else. I came to realize that my five senses caused me to remember certain events that had happened in the past. These events made me feel a certain way and that feeling was carried along on this river of time we gently roll along. My senses can only be used right now and when I thought about smelling a certain smell or hearing a certain sound as had happened in the past, I realized that my brain was making me feel nostalgic for that moment. When I thought about future events taking place I was excited. But this nostalgia and excitement only blurred the feelings that I hold in this eternal now.
These realizations allowed me to jump back and forth between thens and nows and going to bes and it allowed me to rearrange how I could feel about any event I could possibly remember and also the ones that I could not possibly remember. It allowed me to be lucid in my awareness and it let me escape the rigidity of time as we know it and live by it today. As we all know, we are only aware of 5% of what goes on in our brains at any given time. 95% is a pretty big number to not be aware of but still this 95% is out of the 100% of the everything that our bodies do lol! This means that 95% of everything that has ever taught you everything you know is just a figment of your every cellular process and every twitch of the eye and every typo on the keyboard.
So in a world where 100% of my thoughts, feelings, and actions, are based of 95% unknown thoughts, feelings, and actions it is probably a good idea to slow down and take a look at how I pass my time, especially because we live in a "suicidal" society.
What I mean by suicidal is that at any given moment we are destroying the Earth and making it unlivable in a thousand different ways but our current brain activity and structure only allows us to pay attention to one or two of these things. Pretty much every action taken by anyone in America from the second they wake up to the second they go to bed is a contribution to this suicidal society. We are not living in a sustainable way.
Our dear planet Earth is crying for us to make it the paradise it was meant to be.
So this is what I choose to do with my 5% of brain activity that I have the ability to understand at any given moment. I am hoping to spread awareness because that is about all it is going to take for us to take back the planet. All the infrastructure is in place and the smartest people in the world have the math and physics training and IQ to understand what we as a species grow towards and I'll give you a hint: we sure as hell don't grow towards ignorance. Its the same reason why we sit and listen to our college professors and the same reason why smart people are revered so highly in society. Because they have something we want. Knowledge, Wisdom, Insight, Peace, Love, Beauty, and the amazing things that come across as things we should not touch. We are afraid of Love and Peace because it means we will have to fend for ourselves and not be governed by a bunch of bureaucratic dillholes. We read about Wisdom and Love in the Bible but I'm afraid to tell you that just having that book is not going to make you have Wisdom or Love. Yes, you and I inherently own these two virtues but the stranglehold money has on our sensuality and the limits set on our being by the society we are constantly choosing to create is awful! We can choose exactly what we want in life but we choose slavery or indentured servitude or debt or whatever you want to call it over Love and Wisdom! This is our choice and nobody is going to do it for us! As long as TV and Supermarkets and Oil and all the other ways we slice and dice our world are still profitable, then we will be in debt of them all! What I just said was that we are in debt to the death of our world! In debt to the death of our dear Earth! Why don't we become prosperous for the longevity of ourselves and our planet! Longevity=Me and You living long time on Earth...Debt=Death to a Planet... In the words of The Vines, I wanna get free right into the sun!
I just returned home from a trip down the street to my grandmother's house. I went there to say thank you for the birthday card and also to chill for a while. We got into talking about the economy and about the last major collapse in the 30's. My grandmother's mother made the clothing for their family so they didn't think too much of it. Being the intuitive person my grandmother is, I thought it well to ask her about today's economy. I asked her how bad she thought it was going to get. I gave her a couple scenarios where the shelves were completely removed of food and she said "No. It won't get that bad" and I believed her wholeheartedly.
I have had similar inclinations through watching the news and other television shows. Its kind of funny because sometimes they say that we all need to prepare for the worst and sometimes they kind of laugh it off as if they know something we don't. Chances are they do.
So if they know something what is it?
I think it could be that they are preparing us for the major changes in culture we are currently going through and will continue to go through for the rest of my lifetime at the very least. If you have had your eyes open and have been Listening to what is going on behind the scenes you will have noticed that television is becoming less intrusive on sensuality and emotion and has become a much happier and comfortable thing to watch.
However television is still as hypnotizing as ever, which you can prove yourself if you can be aware enough. If I counted the times I was hypnotized by television throughout the day, the number would be astonishing, but only because I stop the hypnotically induced trance usually at the instant it starts. I have been doing this to my parents too and they are like wow, thanks chubbs. Getting wiser feels good, and as we all know, feeling good is paramount.
So what did I get from my visit to my Grandmother? A sense that everything is going to be ok. Thats what grandmother's do, is it not?
Everything is Happening Right Now
Everything I ever did and will ever do is all happening in the same moment as the one that I am typing a note onto facebook in right now.
This is amazing, really.
It leaves my doors open to interpret the past as I wish and leaves the future to unfold as I wish. It allows for my freedom of feeling how I want about what was, what is, and what will be. Once I am able to come to terms with this idea, which we have been struggling with our whole lives, time will cease to exist for me. And maybe an angel will swoop down and lift me away to the heavens. Until then I will have to go on living like an imbecile where the only truth is that time is money and my only master is a green piece of paper.
It could be worse.
But when I had come to find out that I was living in the exact same moment as when I was born, I realized something else. I came to realize that my five senses caused me to remember certain events that had happened in the past. These events made me feel a certain way and that feeling was carried along on this river of time we gently roll along. My senses can only be used right now and when I thought about smelling a certain smell or hearing a certain sound as had happened in the past, I realized that my brain was making me feel nostalgic for that moment. When I thought about future events taking place I was excited. But this nostalgia and excitement only blurred the feelings that I hold in this eternal now.
These realizations allowed me to jump back and forth between thens and nows and going to bes and it allowed me to rearrange how I could feel about any event I could possibly remember and also the ones that I could not possibly remember. It allowed me to be lucid in my awareness and it let me escape the rigidity of time as we know it and live by it today. As we all know, we are only aware of 5% of what goes on in our brains at any given time. 95% is a pretty big number to not be aware of but still this 95% is out of the 100% of the everything that our bodies do lol! This means that 95% of everything that has ever taught you everything you know is just a figment of your every cellular process and every twitch of the eye and every typo on the keyboard.
So in a world where 100% of my thoughts, feelings, and actions, are based of 95% unknown thoughts, feelings, and actions it is probably a good idea to slow down and take a look at how I pass my time, especially because we live in a "suicidal" society.
What I mean by suicidal is that at any given moment we are destroying the Earth and making it unlivable in a thousand different ways but our current brain activity and structure only allows us to pay attention to one or two of these things. Pretty much every action taken by anyone in America from the second they wake up to the second they go to bed is a contribution to this suicidal society. We are not living in a sustainable way.
Our dear planet Earth is crying for us to make it the paradise it was meant to be.
So this is what I choose to do with my 5% of brain activity that I have the ability to understand at any given moment. I am hoping to spread awareness because that is about all it is going to take for us to take back the planet. All the infrastructure is in place and the smartest people in the world have the math and physics training and IQ to understand what we as a species grow towards and I'll give you a hint: we sure as hell don't grow towards ignorance. Its the same reason why we sit and listen to our college professors and the same reason why smart people are revered so highly in society. Because they have something we want. Knowledge, Wisdom, Insight, Peace, Love, Beauty, and the amazing things that come across as things we should not touch. We are afraid of Love and Peace because it means we will have to fend for ourselves and not be governed by a bunch of bureaucratic dillholes. We read about Wisdom and Love in the Bible but I'm afraid to tell you that just having that book is not going to make you have Wisdom or Love. Yes, you and I inherently own these two virtues but the stranglehold money has on our sensuality and the limits set on our being by the society we are constantly choosing to create is awful! We can choose exactly what we want in life but we choose slavery or indentured servitude or debt or whatever you want to call it over Love and Wisdom! This is our choice and nobody is going to do it for us! As long as TV and Supermarkets and Oil and all the other ways we slice and dice our world are still profitable, then we will be in debt of them all! What I just said was that we are in debt to the death of our world! In debt to the death of our dear Earth! Why don't we become prosperous for the longevity of ourselves and our planet! Longevity=Me and You living long time on Earth...Debt=Death to a Planet... In the words of The Vines, I wanna get free right into the sun!
We are all bipolar
There is a new age sickness called Bi-polar disorder. Lots and lots of people are diagnosed with this or other mental "disorders". The truth of the matter that your doctor isnt telling you is that the real disorder is rooted in the environment that the pyramidal structure of this "money society" or "suicidal society" brings forth. People who are bipolar do not have a mental illness. They are mentally rejecting the structure of society because they are becoming too human. This society only allows for so much humanness to take place. It robs us of our sensuality and more importantly it robs us of our will to think clearly and this is in large part due to the lies and secrecy of our true history as human beings. There is so much that has been hidden away from us, and the effort to keep people ignorant has caused the system of lies and deceit to promote neurotically, tv fixated, gathering oriented people and this is not what our natural state is. Our natural state of being is one promoting love and peace and harmony with the universe. When a person takes the time to wrap their head around this idea, and it has taken me 4 months to do so, and counting, they can begin to see themselves for what they truly are. They become more and more aware of the mental processes that mass media has engraved into their everyday life and this awareness is not one that we will ever forget. It is evolution in its most tangible form. You can see yourself evolving right in front of your eyes. All you have to do is put down the tv remote and get on with the research that you have been robbed of your whole life.
We are all bipolar and the reason i say that is not to offend anyone or this so called disorder. What I have been noticing is that everyone is traveling across this spectrum of their consciouss reality, going from one extreme to the other, as they pull up the chosen reaction from what the environment and their occult conscious has given them. As we draw these reactions forth from nowheresvilleto the point where we have a noticeable event occur, or at least mostly noticeable (like breathing or writing a letter), we immediately tend to judge the event and its either going to be a positive or a negative judgment, at the two most extremes. All this time we have been conditioned to react or feel a certain way about certain words or events and they can easily drag someone into trying to solve a problem if the reaction is negative, when in all reality, the reaction to the word or the event IS the problem. when you realize that there is another aspect that you had not seen or been aware of, usually the exact opposite of what you are currently feeling, you can almost hit something like a light switch that can change your outlook forever. Deep Sorrow and Ecstacy are probably the best way i would describe this bipolarity with Ecstacy being positive and Deep Sorrow being negative. When you know that you are either leaning towards deep sorry or ecstasy, you can notice the polarity of your thinking and the way you judge your environment has made you feel this way. It does require an understand of the yin and yang and actually as I was writing this, a yin an yang keeps molding itself around and into and out of what i am saying. And so you could say that on this roller coastery topsy turver love train that we are riding we are grappling with our emotions and what we are bringing forth from out of nowhere, which is likely to be an attempt at your mind trying to better itself.
There is some sort of an event horizon at the center of this polarity and as i cross it more and more towards the positive, I get an amazing sense of, well ecstacy i guess. If the human mind never regresses, and i suspect that it doesnt, then we can totally take the negative and move it towards the positive, in turn making the mean consciousness more positive, we can run straight at ecstacy like a raging bull! x^2
I do kind of fear this thought though because it seems like this could eventually limit emotions to a minimum. I enjoy the broad spectrum of feelings we get but I also think that there is a lot of unnecessary negativity that needs to be cleaned up.
There is some sort of an event horizon at the center of this polarity and as i cross it more and more towards the positive, I get an amazing sense of, well ecstacy i guess. If the human mind never regresses, and i suspect that it doesnt, then we can totally take the negative and move it towards the positive, in turn making the mean consciousness more positive, we can run straight at ecstacy like a raging bull! x^2
I do kind of fear this thought though because it seems like this could eventually limit emotions to a minimum. I enjoy the broad spectrum of feelings we get but I also think that there is a lot of unnecessary negativity that needs to be cleaned up.
By the way if I believed something positive or something negative or something good or bad or something leaning on ecstasy or something leaning on deep sorry and I try to describe it like say in the something negative case, I am going to describe it negatively and the interesting this is I am actually describing the negativity in myself that I would like to see changed. If I think feel positively about something I am going to describe it positively but also if I describe , say myself, positively and I really mean it, then it should taken seriously as so should the rewards that come with it. Its tough to grasp this but once I did, I started noticing that its the same with other people and that becoming aware of it relieves a pressure off of their shoulders or fills their heart with glee, respectively. Thats why I think mean consciousness should be Shoved or shifted towards positive or ecstasy which is always a good word to help describe the perfect impossibleness of all this.
One last point I would like to make about this thinking is that the truth is somewhere near the middle of the polarity. We each have our own truth, our own spectrum of thought and emotion, and we are each at a different point on this undulating geography of the consciousness field. If you look at ecstasy, it is impossible to carry with you forever, as is the same for sorrow. The middle ground is the also the breeding ground for pure wisdom. Your best is best when you are drawing reactions from the center of the polarity and this is so because the middle ground is the least biased by your ego. It is from this center point, that I would like to call the singularity of within, that truth and knowledge and god is most efficiently felt and described and this center point is also the perch we need to look out into the future from if we are going to change our world in a way that lets us disown our ego and disown the troubles that material manifest bring us...
Suicidal Society
Its a damn good thing people are out there making a difference because I am not. And chances are you are not either. At least not directly. What changes are needed to be made? Total reconstruction of energy: where we get it and how we use it. Money: Our current brain framework does not allow for the economy to take such a hit as to the way it would be hit with if all technology was released to the public i.e. free energy: yes it exists: infinity in the smallest space of a vacuum. Compassion for Earth and all its inhabitants: Taking responsibility for the catastrophies happening daily on our planet. We can stop war if we want but that would require a paradigm shift that few can see and many dont want to touch unless tv tells them to. Healthier food choices: Macky Dees and KFCs are killing us. Eat just spinach for a whole week, take a vitamin, have some milk, and excercise a little bit here and there. You will have more energy than you can imagine. Eating fast food is like stubbing your toe: you know, you can't walk right for a few minutes. Well eating fast food or processed food as well, it is like you stubbed your toe but your whole life is lived on crutches, but your crutches are gonna need to get bigger cause you are gonna get fatter. Eat spinach, grow a garden, it wont kill you but it could save you from heart disease or diabetes. Every action we take from the second we wake up until the minute we lay down is designed to make you not think for yourself and also to kill you one way or another. The Earth is not going to let us live like this forever but like I said, thank god there are people out there who are smart enough to do something about it.
Whats good?
I have a great diet and greater mind than I could have ever imagined having just 3 months ago. I wake up happy and refreshed and I go to sleep quickly. I am 5'9 155 and I like to think its pure muscle although its not. I went from feeling down and out to feeling so happy that if i did not tell anyone how happy i was i would be lying to myself or being selfish. Althought I am still part of a world that wants to kill itself.
Whats really good?
Everyone understands everything I just said and they are all soooo close to living out these healthy sustainable lives(well except for the knowing about the technology, that will have to come later, especially if you are in school and work all the time, and drink on the weekends which is a direct result of living a suicidal society.) Spare time should be used finding out how your brain works. What is coercing your life along retardo manifesto? Visiting your relatives and picking up trash or even better yet, stop consuming like an American. Starts with you, and me too, im not out of the woods yet. Theres about 1000 monks in the world who are. Good for them.
Everyone is understanding that life is terrible. Hence the FML phrase which i do not personally subscribe to but it is a pretty big statement when you consider how ignorant you have to be to say something like that more than a couple times. BTW ignorant is not a bad word to be called, it just means that someone else has looked into different things than you have. Ignorance is cause by ignoring. We ignore a lot. We are set up to ignore a lot. We are set up not to ignore money, moo-la, cashola, green beans, all that good stuff. Money is the root cause of our suicidal society. It will be the last thing to go unless that thing is us. We can live on this planet for a long long time but we need our 100th monkey.
One of the biggest secrets held back from us is the secret which describes the things we cannot smell touch see hear and feel. We are emitting a vibration all the time and this vibration of feelings helps shape the world we live in. It isnt our actions, it is our brain construct and how we use it. We have been taught to live by suicidal standards since day 1 of my life at least. Anything worth living for cost money, and money is destroying our planet at breakneck speeeds. I watch American Idol last night and Seacrest goes and talks to this little black girl and asks her what just happened and how she felt about it and she had nothing to say, but what was going through her mind, in my opinion, was "I do not understand big people's world silly world, I just want to have fun. Why do grownups do all of these weird things?"
This note is correlated to me just writing on a whim with no particular direction. Any sentence or any word could have a 3 page paper written about itself. With a very broad idea like Suicidal Society, Anything goes lol. Yes I am rationalizing a poor writing, but still, anyone can take something from this which is why I am going to publish it.
Another point I want to make, if you really really read this, it wont be too bad. If you read it like you are studying for an economics mid-term, you will find no pleasure. This isnt about skimming and scanning its about feeling the work. Its about forgetting who you are and what your opinion is and Listening to someone elses opinion as if it were your own. Let your ego go somewhere else for a while. Look at something new and let your brain wrap itself around it for awhile (which almost noone does until they here it on the news which is a giant crock of you know what just like anything on TV.). I didnt put too much feeling into this so I dont expect any reader to put too much either, although there is something to be said because we do live in a death culture/suicidal soceity.
ps. Dingle I will get more thoughtful in my writing soon. I just wanted to say a couple things when I woke up this morning. The world is changing! How are we going to be a part of it! As long as it is profitable to kill the earth, our disinformed masses will continue to do so!
Its a damn good thing people are out there making a difference because I am not. And chances are you are not either. At least not directly. What changes are needed to be made? Total reconstruction of energy: where we get it and how we use it. Money: Our current brain framework does not allow for the economy to take such a hit as to the way it would be hit with if all technology was released to the public i.e. free energy: yes it exists: infinity in the smallest space of a vacuum. Compassion for Earth and all its inhabitants: Taking responsibility for the catastrophies happening daily on our planet. We can stop war if we want but that would require a paradigm shift that few can see and many dont want to touch unless tv tells them to. Healthier food choices: Macky Dees and KFCs are killing us. Eat just spinach for a whole week, take a vitamin, have some milk, and excercise a little bit here and there. You will have more energy than you can imagine. Eating fast food is like stubbing your toe: you know, you can't walk right for a few minutes. Well eating fast food or processed food as well, it is like you stubbed your toe but your whole life is lived on crutches, but your crutches are gonna need to get bigger cause you are gonna get fatter. Eat spinach, grow a garden, it wont kill you but it could save you from heart disease or diabetes. Every action we take from the second we wake up until the minute we lay down is designed to make you not think for yourself and also to kill you one way or another. The Earth is not going to let us live like this forever but like I said, thank god there are people out there who are smart enough to do something about it.
Whats good?
I have a great diet and greater mind than I could have ever imagined having just 3 months ago. I wake up happy and refreshed and I go to sleep quickly. I am 5'9 155 and I like to think its pure muscle although its not. I went from feeling down and out to feeling so happy that if i did not tell anyone how happy i was i would be lying to myself or being selfish. Althought I am still part of a world that wants to kill itself.
Whats really good?
Everyone understands everything I just said and they are all soooo close to living out these healthy sustainable lives(well except for the knowing about the technology, that will have to come later, especially if you are in school and work all the time, and drink on the weekends which is a direct result of living a suicidal society.) Spare time should be used finding out how your brain works. What is coercing your life along retardo manifesto? Visiting your relatives and picking up trash or even better yet, stop consuming like an American. Starts with you, and me too, im not out of the woods yet. Theres about 1000 monks in the world who are. Good for them.
Everyone is understanding that life is terrible. Hence the FML phrase which i do not personally subscribe to but it is a pretty big statement when you consider how ignorant you have to be to say something like that more than a couple times. BTW ignorant is not a bad word to be called, it just means that someone else has looked into different things than you have. Ignorance is cause by ignoring. We ignore a lot. We are set up to ignore a lot. We are set up not to ignore money, moo-la, cashola, green beans, all that good stuff. Money is the root cause of our suicidal society. It will be the last thing to go unless that thing is us. We can live on this planet for a long long time but we need our 100th monkey.
One of the biggest secrets held back from us is the secret which describes the things we cannot smell touch see hear and feel. We are emitting a vibration all the time and this vibration of feelings helps shape the world we live in. It isnt our actions, it is our brain construct and how we use it. We have been taught to live by suicidal standards since day 1 of my life at least. Anything worth living for cost money, and money is destroying our planet at breakneck speeeds. I watch American Idol last night and Seacrest goes and talks to this little black girl and asks her what just happened and how she felt about it and she had nothing to say, but what was going through her mind, in my opinion, was "I do not understand big people's world silly world, I just want to have fun. Why do grownups do all of these weird things?"
This note is correlated to me just writing on a whim with no particular direction. Any sentence or any word could have a 3 page paper written about itself. With a very broad idea like Suicidal Society, Anything goes lol. Yes I am rationalizing a poor writing, but still, anyone can take something from this which is why I am going to publish it.
Another point I want to make, if you really really read this, it wont be too bad. If you read it like you are studying for an economics mid-term, you will find no pleasure. This isnt about skimming and scanning its about feeling the work. Its about forgetting who you are and what your opinion is and Listening to someone elses opinion as if it were your own. Let your ego go somewhere else for a while. Look at something new and let your brain wrap itself around it for awhile (which almost noone does until they here it on the news which is a giant crock of you know what just like anything on TV.). I didnt put too much feeling into this so I dont expect any reader to put too much either, although there is something to be said because we do live in a death culture/suicidal soceity.
ps. Dingle I will get more thoughtful in my writing soon. I just wanted to say a couple things when I woke up this morning. The world is changing! How are we going to be a part of it! As long as it is profitable to kill the earth, our disinformed masses will continue to do so!
I Dreamt of Love, Again, Last Night
I had a dream last night and I found a lover so sweet. We kissed for what seemed like hours. It was incredible and she will go unnamed. When I sleep tonight, I will find love again. Or perhaps, if I wish, I will walk amongst the stars. Or perhaps I will break the laws of Newtonian physics just for fun. My intentions serve me well. I would strongly suggest you figure out what your intentions are! It is an amazing process that will leave you breathless during your sleeping and waking state. Love
p.s. truly ask yourself this question: What do I truly want out of life. There are many answers and all of them are valid. Probe the depths of your consciousness and get in touch with what you want and what you intend to happen. Bringing these things to the conscious part of your brain will serve you well.
p.ss. Work, School, Fast Food, TV, Money, and drugs, are getting in the way of the recognition of your True intentions and in turn self-acceptance and happiness....unless you intend to be a greedy, fat, ugly son of a bitch lol.
p.s. truly ask yourself this question: What do I truly want out of life. There are many answers and all of them are valid. Probe the depths of your consciousness and get in touch with what you want and what you intend to happen. Bringing these things to the conscious part of your brain will serve you well.
p.ss. Work, School, Fast Food, TV, Money, and drugs, are getting in the way of the recognition of your True intentions and in turn self-acceptance and happiness....unless you intend to be a greedy, fat, ugly son of a bitch lol.
We Are Ok^(The Human Mind Never Regresses)(Love Persists)
Dont tell me if you figured it out cause I already know
Unless you say "I love you"
If you feel better for yourself, I will know that it was also for me, because we love each other.
Is your love so hopeless that you have to tell me you love me? Do you not recognize how much I have loved you this whole time? Relieve yourself of this pain. It is as mutual as our love.
As you are not telling me what you figured out,
Know that you have figured it out and that you will do better next time.
Not for me, but for yourself...It will make my life easier, not just yours, so thanks, in advance.
An instant can feel like forever when I want nothing more than to tell you how well we are doing.
When I figure it out, I will surely want to tell you so that maybe you can remind me for later.
Or perhaps I just want you to know how hard I have been working on it.
Either way, I quell my urge for acknowledgment.
I will know that I am making progress, even if it is just a baby step.
Baby steps towards love, inner harmony, peace, joy, wisdom.
Progress always moves in a direction towards these things.
If there is worry that I have not figured it out, let it go.
It is your own dissatisfaction that causes you pain.
Sometimes the mirror is a hard place to look.
Sometimes caring is the right thing to do.
As long as it is truly for Me, not you.
Your Heart will always be true.
Do you not feel it beating?
Let logic slow down.
Let logic go.
love, flow
be
know
Namaste
As long as you are working hard at whatever you are doing, your progress is found not in recognition of your work. It is found in feeling good about your work and knowing that what you did led you to this great work and that what you will do will lead you to new heights. I am happy you have found new heights but all I can do is pat you on the back so dont ask for anything more. I am one person in a large environment of things which have caused me and you to be this way. My answers are in me but your answers of me are out there. So when I give truth, it is not of you, but of your environment that i see. My answers are the only real truth just as your answers are the only real truth. Our truths must be similar, for our environment is so similar. Then why do we disagree? Expectations, hopes, dreams, desires, and the a subjective difference in what we know as truth. Once again, truth is similar but not equal. So why do we disagree? I probably wanted my truth too much. I should have known we were all born on Earth. My subjective experience is so similar to yours, we must be very good nitpickers. Details are important. What is our dream?
///////Not to take away from the artistry or poeticness or the lyricality of this scritt but the words me and you and i and your and pronoouns like that are very interchangeable and can seriously change the scope of this writing and by giving it several meanings, if not billions. Like if I wrote ME and can mean YOU and if I wrote YOU it can mean ME. Just something to ponder. HAHA i actually am planning on someone reading this lol....Dingle, dont let me down.
Unless you say "I love you"
If you feel better for yourself, I will know that it was also for me, because we love each other.
Is your love so hopeless that you have to tell me you love me? Do you not recognize how much I have loved you this whole time? Relieve yourself of this pain. It is as mutual as our love.
As you are not telling me what you figured out,
Know that you have figured it out and that you will do better next time.
Not for me, but for yourself...It will make my life easier, not just yours, so thanks, in advance.
An instant can feel like forever when I want nothing more than to tell you how well we are doing.
When I figure it out, I will surely want to tell you so that maybe you can remind me for later.
Or perhaps I just want you to know how hard I have been working on it.
Either way, I quell my urge for acknowledgment.
I will know that I am making progress, even if it is just a baby step.
Baby steps towards love, inner harmony, peace, joy, wisdom.
Progress always moves in a direction towards these things.
If there is worry that I have not figured it out, let it go.
It is your own dissatisfaction that causes you pain.
Sometimes the mirror is a hard place to look.
Sometimes caring is the right thing to do.
As long as it is truly for Me, not you.
Your Heart will always be true.
Do you not feel it beating?
Let logic slow down.
Let logic go.
love, flow
be
know
Namaste
As long as you are working hard at whatever you are doing, your progress is found not in recognition of your work. It is found in feeling good about your work and knowing that what you did led you to this great work and that what you will do will lead you to new heights. I am happy you have found new heights but all I can do is pat you on the back so dont ask for anything more. I am one person in a large environment of things which have caused me and you to be this way. My answers are in me but your answers of me are out there. So when I give truth, it is not of you, but of your environment that i see. My answers are the only real truth just as your answers are the only real truth. Our truths must be similar, for our environment is so similar. Then why do we disagree? Expectations, hopes, dreams, desires, and the a subjective difference in what we know as truth. Once again, truth is similar but not equal. So why do we disagree? I probably wanted my truth too much. I should have known we were all born on Earth. My subjective experience is so similar to yours, we must be very good nitpickers. Details are important. What is our dream?
///////Not to take away from the artistry or poeticness or the lyricality of this scritt but the words me and you and i and your and pronoouns like that are very interchangeable and can seriously change the scope of this writing and by giving it several meanings, if not billions. Like if I wrote ME and can mean YOU and if I wrote YOU it can mean ME. Just something to ponder. HAHA i actually am planning on someone reading this lol....Dingle, dont let me down.
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